Self destruct

Yesterday was not a good day, well yesterday night was not a good night I should say.
After doing some self medicating (which I'm definatly regretting this morning!)
I've comes to terms with me not caring what you think, what anyone thinks.

The only one that matters is Ethan.
And he has been the only one that matters for a very long time.
Considering I didn't have a lot of support from C's side to begin with.
and considering I still don't even though we have been together 2 years.
I don't care anymore.

I will not longer second guess myself, because your aunt did it differently.
I refuse to be told I'm not doing it right. I do amazing with Ethan so stfu
I am his parent 24/7 365 days a year. You just "play" a part.